I'm standing on my MOTHERFUCKIN' soap box........can you hear me NOW!!!!!!

Wow......my eyes finally opened up today. I am a blithering idiot. I have been oblivious to the way I say and do things, making it impossible to tolerate me. Let me tell you if you don't already understand, I'm a girl. Not to offend others of the female persuasion but sometimes girls are retarded. We look at the constant negative, giving ourselves headaches, panic attacks, crying fits of rage, the normal emotions jargon of the self-pity parade. I chose for the entire year to be the band conductor for mine. I asked some of my girl friends if it was possible to be truly happy as a female. Guess what the response was.......NO. Why? I asked, well lovies on cyberspace/DA women are forever wanting the whole cake. We try way to hard to please other people, not all women do this but the majority do, all the while creating a soap opera playing in our minds of what we should have and not focusing on what we DO have. Listen, no one is perfect, why be weak and self-involved worrying over every single thing. Picking apart what he said she said, looking at the ugly negative. Because it has bad teeth and a bad dye job anyways!! Be strong, even if you don't have someone to support you in the bleak moments, draw from within. It is time my dears.

Peace and Love



thumb up my ass