I am constantly amazed. I suppose this is what others want from me. I dug you out of every inch of my skin. Now you want to continue and even dare speak to me. Gather up the clues people, it's over do your thing and live your life while I live mine in a different circle. One where you cannot travel yet. Face it, we were only meant to be in each others lives for a short time and I defy all others to tame my mind. I instead thank you for the motivation to have crossed over. I bowed out and will not be in your show anymore. Paint your face and march forward, behind those you claim to not follow.

So now I am alone in one sense of the word. Where I've needed to be all along. Now my mind races, vering off course and back again in the blink of the eye. Now ask me if I'm damaged and I would say yes. Tell me that I'm better than that and I would laugh with the sting of unshed tears. Life is a journey with only two roads to follow and mine is quite narrow as I gather my remains and forge ahead. Preparing for the days of milk and honey dribbling off my fingers.